I am alive. So I have that going for me. I have been helping my daughter find health insurance. She is turning 18 in a few weeks. This scares me. I do not think she is ready to take on adult responsibilities. So I will cautiously hang in the background.

My court date is coming up in a few days. This makes me very nervous. I need to give my side of the accident and then see what happens. I hope the judge will be in a good mood for me.

I am now counting calories again. I need to do this, I am paranoid of both gaining weight and losing weight. I think this does not make sense, does it? I was at 235. I do not ever want to be even close to this weight again. I lost an incredible amount of weight in a short time, 60 pounds in total. I kept losing with no reason at all. Can depression do this? I finally stabilized.