OCD TRIGGER UPSETTING CONTENT -


Am having problems with my OCD at the moment mainly me hurting people or my cats stood in the kitchen looking at things there i can use to hurt people wanting them in my hand so i can hurt them - Am i a danger to them
i dont want to be a danger to them i love them but i keep having the thoughts

The thoughts are so bad that i cant get them to go away
dont want to sleep or dream about this it will make me worse my husband says i have to go to bed if my mental health is bad ( i feel like a naughty child ) = my fault as usual
took my meds so there is nothing else left to do = get rid of him for a few hours so i can play my games

****ing hate this **** - my mind too ****ed = i got to go to bed like a good boy - tomorrow am still going to be like this no matter how much i sleep

still going to be mental in some way maybe i should be taken out the back and be put down

maybe thats all am worth