Well, had a pretty severe BPD rage episode the other night. A lot of **** went down. Started with me talking to my mom about how my aggression and anger has been bad and how I'm talking about that with my therapist when my sister walks in and gets mad at me for wearing her shirt. So I stripped her shirt off right there, threw it in her face, grabbed her bottle of wine and headed to my room. NOT SAYING THIS WAS THE BEST THING TO DO.

Anyway, I heard my family talking about me and it spiked my rage even more. This new fight ended with my sister shouting at me about causing trouble in the family by threatening suicide in the past, and I was so enraged that I grabbed two knives from the knife box and was gonna take it to myself when my dad restrained me on the ground. My sister was on the phone about to call 911 and I was screaming on the ground. I have the bruises from where I was restrained. Anyway, not a proud moment, but I really think I was manic???

Carried on to the next day when I just got day drunk and did countless yetti's, was out of it.