yeah, I haven't been here in awhile, actually a long time. I have been struggling with some things. I just seemed to of disappeared. Anyway, I am starting to remember things from the assault that happened in may and it's really scaring me. I don't know what to do. I am trying to possibly take the guy back to court if it is possible, not for the same thing, but for sexual assault this time, which it really should have been to begin with. But of course I didn't know much about what was going on. I think my parts all don't want me talking about anything, but I know I need to for me. I have been switching a little more I think, I hate it. I don't like not having control.

Jennifer