Emotion isolation is a terrible thing . Not something I'm accustomed to , but something that's simple to remember no matter how long ago you experienced it . I thought justafriend306 added some excellent suggestions .
For myself I don't profess to understand Egyptian society , but I have read it can be a difficult place for a woman who doesn't conform to the cultural expectations of that area . I'm not sure if you have the means or opportunity to move to a more progressive area or even further afield , but a place where you could start afresh or have the opportunity to meet like minded people might possibly give you the opportunity to make friends , interact with others and build your confidence may bring you some relief .
I'm sure I'm making it sound far too simplistic . But I wanted to reply to at least keep your query relevant so others more knowledgable in this area would see it and reply .