I remember this feeling SO much at one time in my life. As a matter of fact when I was your age, I was very much in the same place, starving for a soulmate and starving for that spiritual connection.
Put yourself out there as much as you can. Even if it is just online. Coming here to PsychCentral was the one of the best things you could have done. Join forums, chat sites, and do meetups if you can, and make connections anywhere you can get them to fill the loneliness.
For spiritual support, I usually visit here:
Spiritual Forums - Spirituality, Metaphysical, Paranormal and Religious Discussion Forums
It's a great place to discuss all things spiritual and talk about interesting things.
Good luck!



