My heart is bleeding and I know its the last time with my doc because I wont be in hospital anymore.
I saw T who doesnt work there and dont know him and T said that my doc and I totally crossed the line. Not only T, also some of you and friends I trust.
So its just too hard to say goodbye, I feel like we are friends, we talked about my issues maybe 10% of the time. My friend who also is going to doc and T said its not normal about our relationship but the hardest part is leaving. I am addicted to him and he says that medication doesnt work, maybe a little bit but Im taking high doses.

How to say goodbye to him? How did you say goodbye to your T or doc?

Its over now