I have been too anxious to even think about going over the material I need to go over. It's like if I plan and such, it will bring my anxiety to the forefront and I won't be able to take it. I am afraid I am going to not know what to say due to anxiety. This feels so much more horrific than it should be. I get how irrational it is, and yet, I am still terrified.

Tomorrow at this time, it will all be over. And I hope I don't make a complete idiot out of myself.
I need help.