Still feeling moderately depressed, still sleeping too much.

Wish I wasn't feeling like sh_t, but I don't want to tell my pdoc. He'll just boost my meds to further numb me. I'd rather be like this, with a few blips and bumps, than be totally numb. It just sucks that I feel like sh_t. I want an antidepressant boost rather than an AP boost (because I know he'll want to boost my AP instead of my AD).

Why can't my pdoc try increasing my AD? I'll be honest with him if it makes me manic. I'm always honest about those things.