P.S. I tolerate your spirituality, or whatever it is (seeing as Buddhism isn't really a religion but rather a lifestyle), but that sort of mindset doesn't apply to me. I understand the principle that balance is important, but that is what I am trying to achieve through mental, physical and emotional excellence and success. Beyond that, it's not something I could take seriously.

Ultimately I just wanted something that helps me deal/manage when my emotions get out of hand and that was what they promised me, so I feel my frustration with them is valid.