I have always went from one man to another. Its a Perpetual cycle. I was married for 14 years to my first husband. Divorced him and went to another man for 10 years. And now I am on my way to another divorce. And I don't understand if it's because I don't have enough money to make it on my own. Or what

I feel like it's easy to go from one to another. I just want to know why I would think it's okay to go from one to another what am I afraid of.

Please i need advise. Any type of advise.