I don't know if seeing him will help or not... we have been working hard on keeping me out of IP, because I have serious issues with going into the hospital. It's less helpful than managing things outpatient for me, also. But, like all docs, if the risk is high enough, they don't haved a choice. I'm just scared if I'm completely honest, I won't be given a choice. But I know I need to be completely honest so he can correctly decide what should be done medication wise also... I really just want to not go, but I know that wouldn't be helpful at all.