Hello guys, just wanted to say thank you to you all for your advice and support. Last week I did not feel good about my feeling and thought a lot about it. Today I am all confident and happy.

I am happy that I am able to feel that again for somebody, during a long time I was bored with most people and just wanted to be alone and to "retreat in my cave". Now I am able to see and feel him as a human being, I only see his qualities as I am the one doing the talking even though he gives a lot his opinion too.

He said if I wasn't his patient, he would have loved to try, he kept saying that I was attractive and that he is not surprised that a lot of guys are attracted by me.

Today was our session, I was happy to see him but not as excited as last time, strangely I felt like I had some kind of control over him, I wore a skirt and his eyes were all over me.

I told him I understood why we can't and I am completely comfortable with it, which is true. I have met at least 4 T at least before and I have always ended up stopping seeing them because there was just no connections at all, I think he will be able to help me a lot with his open mindedness, but I hope I will be able to talk to him about other private areas (such as sex and intimacy) and that he will be able to guide me without any jealous feelings.

I feel lighter now :-), thank you all. I can't wait to find the one and to open my heart again for true love.