Well things turned around, my car was much less costly than I expected. Job is still iffy but I got a lyricist contract so I'm excited about my potential. Boyfriend and I are working through stuff, I'm going to talk with my therapist about him because I need input from her. Online people always tell me to break up with everybody but they don't know the full truth of things, she will (once I tell her) and I'll go from there.