not like being a patient in the hospital, but miss it in general.

their are some nights I get really emotional because I'm not in hospital, and I don't know what's going on their

what are the nurses doing. what are they eating for food on the ward?. what are they watching in reception.

it's almost like I wish I was a robot, and could somehow connect to the hospital to see what's going on.

has anyone dealt with this and how do you cope with it?