My marriage is not good. I lost trust. She lost her wanting to work it out. She is also a heroine addict. I want to help her and be with her but she doesn't seem to want it o and is totally focused on her rehab right now and she says she can't focus on us. I understand she needs to get better but I feel like I'm just sitting here waiting and I don't know what to do. She also cheated on me while she was in rehab. I found love letter saying she kissed another man. She says cause we haven't been doing good and she was with drawing and she was sorry. Sometimes I feel like giving up. Sometimes I don't want to. I'm lonely,lost,angry, depressed. I don't know what to do. I need to talk to someone