How can you steadily decline in function and yet not see it all? Denial?? I dont think I deny anything, and yet I am headed to treatment soon. If anything that I struggle with is I am bored 100% of the time. No friends, and yet I don't see the point in doing anything. Life certainly has taken a 180 turn. Partly I try stuff and get bored fast. Don't work as to the severe dissociation. Everything has declined. I try and look at setting goals or doing DIY projects but am bored and not interested as soon as i start.

I guess if I am asking for something it is...What gets you going? What makes life worth it? I guess I have no idea who I am.