i wish i had meds to do that. i have been stressing more and more the past two days and my body effectively shutting down and crying foul with every movement, the screeching of my muscles and joints and head and eyes and left side of brain feels like it is gonna ooze out of my eye and ear and and and...the more pain the more depression the more self pity and self hatred and it is just a vicious circle huh?? When can I get off the merry-go-round? When? How? Oh well, it is another day that was filled with good intentions thrown to the wayside...melanie