So my GP called me back today about the blood work I had done last Wednesday. She said that in addition to mono, I also tested positive for LYME DISEASE now I don’t know what to believe. I was dubious about the mono but Lyme disease??? I never go outside! I’ve been in long sleeves and pants for months now. Unless I’ve had it for awhile without realizing. I do have some symptoms, like the fever and chills last week. I have joint paint that I attributed to a car accident I was in a few years ago. I have lower back pain that I attributed to weight gain. I had dizziness for a few days. I don’t know. I just don’t see how I could have gotten it! In any case I’m on an antibiotic for ten days.

I’m really excited to see my therapist tomorrow. I haven’t seen her since I went to my IOP program in November. I was supposed to see her last week but I was sick. I’m hoping nothing gets in the way of me seeing her this week! I really like her and she has helped me a lot since I started seeing her when my husband died.

I also see a new pdoc tomorrow for the first time. I don’t know how that will go. I’m not nervous but I do hate the initial question/answer session. I hate having to rehash my past.