Gee. I’m bisexual - I’ve always been bisexual, even before I heard the word.

I don’t know your age (? I’m ancient!) but I believe that we all want to be accepted into what is held out as normal to our society and you seem desperate in clinging to heterosexuality. No harm there, maybe, but if heterosexual sex doesn’t ring your bell, what’s a girl to do?

Is there a reason for your fierce attempt to hang on to your heterosexuality? Why do you have such a fear of bisexuality or even (cursed) homosexuality? Bisexuality is the greater curse, probably, but it can work.

If you’re making the unusual leap from unfulfilling sex with your boyfriend to the horror of being bisexual, well, I mean, that’s kind of odd?

Why the panic? Of being turned on by girls, I mean?

Just my op, but I believe that you need to go beyond panic mode and give your situation some genuine rational thought... connect the dots between unsatisfactory sex with your boyfriend to the leap of your fear of being bisexual. The case might be that it’s your boyfriend that doesn’t satisfy your needs?

I’m just advising that you slow down a bit and get past the panic and try to give your situation some rational thought.

I notice that this is your first message. I hope that you’ll be back... less panicked, less freaked out, the next time.