Thanks guys, I was in 10 mins again. Told him everything. He says he's going to get my nurse to see me 2-3 weeks but don't think it's going to happen as he's leaving in March. He's really busy until then. He's referring me back to Psychology but the waiting list is long. I don't think this is going to happen either as I screwed up last time with psychology by coming off my meds. I saw psychology for 8 months if that as it wasnt every week I saw them. He says to keep taking my meds as I need them. I just at the moment am struggling to take them. I'm to go back in 6 months but if I need to see him my nurse will set up an appointment. He says I'm crashing cause of my outburst last night. I don't want to crash even more so take the meds.