Sitting in the service center for my car, surprise surprise it need like $700 worth of maintenance work done. Filters, fluid replacements, etc etc. I know I’m getting ripped off by doing it all at the dealer but I don’t have a mechanic I trust. So I’m going to bite the bullet and pay. I’m gonna put it on my credit card and when I get my tax return I’ll make a big payment on my card. I should also be able to start paying my card down again once I start working and getting paid again.

I always get paranoid that because I’m a woman they know I don’t know **** about cars and try to screw me. And also it’s suspicious that suddenly when I’m out of my free maintenance period all of a sudden all this stuff comes up. Imagine that. But I need this car to last so it is what it is. ****ing cars man. Too expensive.

I’m so scared to go back to work. Seriously, seriously dreading it. I keep having nightmares about it. Oh well I just need to last until June. That’s what I keep telling myself :-/