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Old Jan 30, 2018, 10:00 AM
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Originally Posted by Broken_Hearted87 View Post
I forgot to mention. That doctor from a year ago...she kept on asking me what if I DID decide I wanted to do it? What if you feel differently then? It's like she was trying to force me to say. Yes, I would commit suicide then. The more I think about it..what a horrible woman. I feel sorry for whoever else tries to ask for help from her. Makes me wonder if she did just recommend a therapist then when I had the courage to ask for help. Would my mental state have approved and my fiance still be with me?
I can see why you would be MAD! I do want to add, though, that for people who are contemplating this decision, sometimes once they actually MAKE it, they feel better, feel relief and she may have been checking for that rather than forcing you to say YES. However, whatever her rationale and approach, it was HARMFUL to you. I'm sorry about that. The loss that you suffered is going to take time to heal. Take care of YOU and continue posting here. This forum really can help!
Thanks for this!
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