Thanks. I think I am tired. We continued to talk and I finally was crying as I tried explaining things to him- again. Turns out he was irritated that I wasn't talking- when the issue was all that noise! I tried explaining THAT too. He said my problem is too much time on my hands and then tried telling me I need a new job AND that I need to go work- get my mind off things. Maybe that sorta makes sense, but I really think it is the meds. He also said he thinks I get into these "states" when he wants time to himself, but I told him that is not true- I am fine with that. Its the way he says it, at times. Its a tone-of-voice that gets to me- not necessarily WHAT is said. Things are okay now. We watched "Myth Busters" and txt msged back and forth during. I'm gonna have a midnight snack and go to sleep.