My life is not going well.
Me? I am dependent on supplements to make me feel a little better despite a turmoil of contained stress deep within
My father likes me the least - he talks about me in front of my face at times, My little brother dislikes me even though I provide him with lots of company

My emotional growth has been stunted in my teenhood because of AD's my parents have misused.

I am alone, yet I feel therapy is punishment rather than something which helps. Firstly it's because of my last therapist, and he DID make me question myself too much, made me too vulnerable and my parents are not doing anything about it, so I don't feel protected

I feel alone and sad at the moment, especially after a confrontation to my brother, though it stems from a need for attention.

My psychiatrist told me there's allot of work needed to be done. In my mind, I agree with it and proud of the fact that we always need to work in order to achieve what we want. But right now, it feels like punishment
Why? One way I can put it according to my last therapist - I am being disciplined for what my father should've been disciplined. It's one reason why I found therapy unfair