Today was first visit with new T.

Lots of questions on both our parts. I was very blunt about his type of Therapy. I don’t like wishy washy cheerleading types . Find a problem and work to fix it, my preferred way. He agrees he prefers that type of T.

He isn’t an alarmist about my often suicidal thoughts, I usually hit a wall and know I need IP but not always, Richard needed to point out the obvious to me many times.

Will this guy work ? I dunno hes in his 40’s I guess.

But based on his questions he certainly has the skills as far as I can tell to help me.

For now I will see him weekly to try and start my ptsd work.

Trying really hard to give him a try as honestly there is really no choice for me unless I want to drive over an hour each way to find someone new.

I miss my old T’s dusty dim lighted office. This office is screaming bright and lacks any personal item that I can tell. He is only there 3 days a week so that probably explains the lack of things. Probably shares the office.

Yes I’m hung up giving this a try but seeing my previous T for 6 years will be a big adjustment.

So there.