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Originally Posted by Open Eyes
I know just what you mean by this ((leomama)).
Often when someone else has a strong voice in your mind that often comes from how the other person tended to throw out comments towards you needing to have their feelings always be the loudest. I figured out that was one of the things most of my flashbacks and triggers were reflecting. I experienced a lot of situations where others needed to take their anger and frustrations out on me, to the point where they even raged at me even when I did absolutely nothing wrong.
I think the desire is to regain your sense of control back.  |
Yeah I don't really have an adult in my corner, a constant, and thats ok, my daughter will be a legal adult this year and then she can be my constant. Right now its just me.
I just read his last email last Thursday, so as long as I don't read his emails, I'm good. I had asked him to please stop emailing me and of course he continued.
Its so hard to let go of someone, but that's what I have to do.