Severe panic attack escalated about 24 hrs ago and has been ongoing ever since. Person who offered me room in her house accused me of something which I emphatically denied. "Well you must have been the one who said something and here I thought you were trustworthy". It's not the first insensitive comment, but it is the last.

So, I'm moving back into my car. I have loaded most of my possessions, 1/2 of which have been taken to my storage unit. I haven't been able to work since leaving my job and the state in which I had lived for 22 years......in 2008. Am broke, broken hearted and see no hope....even my little flicker is gone. I wish I had found this site years ago before I got to now. Unfortunately, I will not have wifi access while living in my car. Fare thee well fellow members.