I have a bad habit of watching scary disturbing videos.

I love stuff about lost footage and other lost things/media.
There is a website I love to look at called Lost Media Wiki. The thing is, while these things fascinate me, they also scare me. Last night at about 9:30, I was looking at an article about deaths caught on live TV. They video links to some of the articles.

I watched a guy die of a heart attack. It was very disturbing.

How do I watch/read these things I find interesting without it bothering me?
I thought I’d have issues with sleeping, but I slept better then I have in weeks.

I’d love to look at the Dark Web. If I wasn’t so paranoid about something happening.