i just wrote a post and as soon as i hit submit T emailed me back so i deleted it. anyway, the email itself wasnt really comforting because she answerd me honestly. it was the "i am a therapist and you are a client and we are not friends because it is not ethical and i care about you but can't take you home with me" deal. nothing i haven't already heard, and nothing i wanted to hear again. sigh, but we are supposed to go more in depth about it next time i see her. i still love her more than anything though.