oh Rainbowzz... please be kind to yourself. You've posted pics of yourself in the past - you are absolutely a beautiful, gorgeous woman and I personally find women with curvier bodies to be more attractive. I am also getting discouraged about my body right now, because I still have 3 months left and people keep commenting on how BIG I'm getting and how my due date must have been miscalculated or that I must be carrying twins - my husband still hasn't taken any photos of my pregnant body and now I'm starting to feel too self-conscious to want him to (I wish he did it a month ago... ) but at the same time, I do know that this is temporary and that we'll both be able to achieve what we want to achieve after the babies are born. Also Rainbowzz, you have an advantage now that you didn't have before - you're out of a bad relationship and a stressful roommate situation. Sure, there are stresses ahead, but I'm VERY glad that you're out of that place because that in itself would make anyone unhealthy.

Sending you hugs, m'darlin'