You need to care for you! Nobody is doing it and it shows. You are important and your needs are not being met and it's hurting those you're putting before you! Can't they tell you're in pain? My heart hurts for you. You aren't helping you but you're doing everything for them. That's nothing but bad for everyone. Please help yourself. Please believe that you matter. Please believe your needs must be met. Please believe you're worthy of it and more.