"A Child Called IT", "The Lost Boy", "A Man Named Dave", and "Help Your Self", all written by Dave Pelzer. I recommend these. I'm still working on the last one. I thought maybe he could teach me how, since he's done so well for him self, and is such a good dad. The stuff he went through was a lot worse than we ever had it. I'm really lucky my parents never drank. I'm lucky for a lot more reasons than that, I know. Sometimes I just get angry that they could treat little kids like that. And angry that now I'm that way too. I know I've got to fix it. Even if I never have kids, I will fix it.