One more thing, as I told you I am not confident at all and with this I really mean at all. I don't know what should I tell people when they ask me what do I do for a living, I think in my head, should I say I write content for websites? is this enough? what should I tell them to give a good impression?

This is may be because I have never achieved anything in my life. And I think I will feel complete when I will achieve at least something. And to achieve anything, I need to work, and to work.... you know what happens with me.

I am really sorry if I have asked too many questions. but I think you can help