My life is routine. I'm either wanting to go to the gym, at the gym or sometimes the library. I go once a month to a nerd club meeting. I go to therapy and doctors appointments for me and to help with Mom. That's about it, and I'm getting bored. I'm also overdoing it at the gym. My knees were easily twice their size this morning, swollen from all the overuse. They're slowly going down and becoming moveable.
Anyway.
I've written all this to say that I need something new to do. I'm getting bored. I've been recently offered psychedelics and though I turned them down, I did thank him just the same and say no. I have not used that since the 90's and don't know or really want to know how it would interact with me now. I am mildly curious though.
But I won't.
I need new things to do. I need to be out of the gym more. I need things that are free/cheap, preferably free. I need to find friends to hang out with. I need stable relationships, with friends. Romance is really unlikely, and I'm ok with that, but I will play the games at the gym on the 14th, because everyone there does. That's also my final decree date and it's one year anniversary. I gotta go some thing that day. I need to be a good person and helpful things are ok to do but I need fun first right now.
Any suggestions might be seriously taken, so please don't suggest lightly here. I've been very suggestible lately, which I know isn't always good, but I'm also trying to be open to anything.