It has been an interesting time for me. I ended up in a bad accident. My car is totalled. My step son found a car for me. I was only prepared to spend $3000. This is a Mercedes Benz. My son talked them down to $6500. It is a 2001 car that only has 43,000 miles on it. It is truely spotless. Looks identical to a new car. Even smells that way. If I need to sell it in the future, he will buy it from me for what I paid for it. So he talked me into purchasing it. I am afraid to drive the thing. I cannot afford collision for it. I park away from everybody else to make sure no one will dent it. What have I got myself into here? I am now panicking that I may not be able to afford the insurance on it due to my driving history. Well, I have a month to figure this out where I can return it to the original owner. So let’s hope for the best.

I am OK today. I do not know what to do with myself. I am afraid to call the car insurance company just to find out if I can continue driving my car. I am looking for something to go wrong. When some good happens in my life, I always look for something else to go wrong. So at this point, all I need to do is to tell myself that I will be OK, and then hope for the best.