Hi Humble. Welcome to Psych Central. Sorry you are finding it hard to start in the morning and having mood swings.

Since you are getting meds, you may want to talk to your psych doctor and tell them some of your recent symptoms that your medicine is not stabilizing you with. They may want to try different meds or adjust the amounts. You should have hope to be more stable by working with psych doctor to find ways to help you cope effectively with life.

I would never tell someone with a mental health challenge to pretend it is not there. It is as real as any physical illness. With a mental illness it can be even more important to communicate to your psychiatrist so they can fine tune your med therapy and be aware of the severity of your situation.

These may be of interest:
https://psychcentral.com/disorders/b...r/living-with/

https://psychcentral.com/lib/dealing...lity-disorder/

https://psychcentral.com/disorders/b...der/treatment/