Blue your feelings are common.
I am sorry it is so hard.
She will get the care of a staff of people to care for her. That is what she needs, in my opinion.
This will be a big adjustment for her and for you.
Rest assured that she is in a safe place, and should be cared for.
They will ensure that her daily needs are met.
YOur family has been through the wringer.
She knows that you love her and that is what matters.
It is probably best to not take her out of there on passes for a long time,
she needs to settle in and get used to her new home.
((((HUGS))))
bizi