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Old Jan 31, 2018, 10:31 PM
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I've only been in one twice but there's been plenty of times I should've went. Just didn't tell the doctors what was going on because I knew where I would go. The longest I've been in a IP facility was 2 weeks, really I should of been there longer but I lied my way out since I hated being there. I felt caged in and on edge all the time. The shortest stay was 5 days, and I also did the same thing there where I lied my way out but should've been in there longer. The places weren't horrible but there's this thought that "what if they never let me out". So I find my way out myself. There was group every day and a structured setting for us. Food wasn't terrible the second time around .. but I lost a lot of weight the first time cause I wouldn't eat. I didn't trust the food and it tasted horrible. I'm just afraid I'll never get out and be stuck in there forever so I start to panic a bit. I probably should be in an IOP program but my car crapped out on me.
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