Thanks for all the feedback and support everyone. I'll do my best to get through things, as tough as it is.

I do really regret telling him and feel like I should have waited until things were actually ending but ending therapy was a topic at hand and it just happened. I worry I've ruined things and it will be weird and such now, but we will see.

As I've been writing my notes about what I'm feeling to discuss on Friday, I've began to realize so many unresolved issues are surfacing, no wonder I'm feeling overwhelmed and sick. Hopefully we can find a way to help me through it.