I have been having a lot of urges to use lately. I think it is related to the quitting smoking. Which by the way, I have made it over 2 weeks. I know I am going to make it through this....it is just really tough right now. I am not having too many urges about drinking. It's mainly the crack. I also sit at my computer and fantasize about any type of pill--anything to just numb out--I want the euphoria of getting high--that feel good thing. I hate to say it, but I enjoy taking drugs--they just ruin my life. I am not craving the booze as much because it got to the point it no longer made me feel good. But, I don't care what anybody says--crack or a few pain killers always make me feel good. I just want to feel good.