I've started this post several times and keep deleting it because I don't really know how to say what I am trying to say! Another thread asked about who leads in session. I think she kinds does and I kinda do. This week it felt like I wasn't being heard. I wanted to add something to the "let's check in on this each week" (I let myself feel inferior to my peers) but her response felt to me like - hey - just don't worry about that. Then I had written in my journal about a really tough issue and wanted to talk about it - but I don't know that I can - so I just said, 'I still hate (the topic)' but she didn't take the bait. I know I should just be more direct or decide I can't do it. I could have just been being super critical.