Slightly reassuring that I'm not the only one! I'd gladly de-age so T could adopt me...

In my rational moments, I know that T is really helping my me and giving very sound advice. But in my emotional moments - like today - I just want warm and comforting T. Not so bothered about the good advice!

I think that if the therapy overall is a useful one for you and you get on with your T then hopefully over time you will make really good progress in therapy and in life, with or without the feelings of transference. That is my experience anyway, and I hope it works out that way for you too.