Work went ok. It’s going to be very hard to stay on top of everything and figure everything out. We will see how long I can keep it up. I am exhausted but that’s due to waking up early for the first time in weeks. And the anxiety I felt all day. My supervisor came in and told me I should go introduce myself to the principal (he doesn’t remember who I am) but I couldn’t. My anxiety was just too much. I hope I can tomorrow, otherwise my supervisor is going to be like wtf is your problem. I hate that I’m so anxious right now. And I know it’s work related because I was fine as soon as I stabilized. Then as work approached it got worse and worse and now it’s like it was when I was on latuda over the summer just awful.

I gave up and got McDonald’s today bc I didn’t plan anything for dinner. Crock pot will be my bff for the next few weeks until I can get back into routine.