I told my mom work stressed me out and she said I “can’t let it get to the point it was at before” referring to my IP stay. Kinda rubbed me the wrong way. Like really upset me. I feel like she’s implying it’s my fault I had to go IP. I did everything in my power to remain home. But I had a psychotic break. Wtf am I supposed to do??? I also feel like I can’t go IP ever again, at least not until my son’s old enough to take care of himself. I know that’s what this is about. She can’t handle watching my son by herself. And why should I expect her to? She couldn’t handle me and my brother either. But I feel kind of....I don’t know, upset to Know that if I need IP I can’t go. It’s not like I WANT to go. But if the choice is killing myself or going IP...well I’m gonna choose IP. Except now I can’t :-/