I have to be careful what I say online. Work is fine. The internet is not a good place to vent about work, for me. Anybody could read it. Karma catches up to everybody, prayer works. Remembering those things will keep me sane. Everybody experiences stress, bad days. Work is work. Everybody has to work.
I will say this much. My job taught me exactly how much I despised being submissive to multiple people, but it was an important lesson for me to learn as I thought I wanted to be submissive in my personal life. I’ve learned submission is not for me, and if I have to do it at work I will because that’s how I earn my living, but that’s it. I’m cured of my thinking being submissive is anything desirable or attractive at all. The reality of it is horrible, for me. I’m not at all a submissive person and I respect that about myself now.