Hi all
I went back to T after huuuuuge meltdown. I felt like the relationship had run aground over how she handled a dilemma I had about my foray into the world of online dating. I felt her willingness to kind of blame me for my confusion and pain, and the weird 'devils advocate' stuff on behalf of the poor white guys in the dating world were major sour notes in an otherwise stellar therapy relationship.

We had a good, serious discussion and I'm glad. I'm so grateful for everyone's support here. T was able to acknowledge where she'd misstepped. And so was I.

The appointment ended well except I was a little surprised that she wanted me to spend time working with 'manifesting' the boyfriend that I want. Taking some notes about what an ideal guy would make me feel like, be like, a kind of 'drawing someone towards me.'

It sounds good but also...gosh, do things really work like that? I mean, they could. I guess I'm going to give it a try...I mean what do I have to lose? Match.com certainly bombed.

Mainly I'm glad things turned out well. My life is much better than it was before therapy.