Or if it’s just a ‘phase’ or part of larger issue - depression, anxiety...

I’ve never really been into the idea of sex. It doesn’t interest me and I am content without it. I don’t long to have sexual encounters, I don’t crave it. I am a female, I have had sex with one male. People say ‘don’t let one bad experience turn you away’, but it wasn’t a ‘bad experience’. It was unwanted in some ways. The reason I ever did it was to keep the guy around. There comes a point in a relationship where sex comes into play, and we were at that point - he was at that point, so I let it happen. I didn’t enjoy it, it just happened. It was nothing for me, and it continued to be nothing - a chore.

After that relationship ended, I tried to go out and ‘hook up’. I had plenty of opportunity with different men each weekend, but I never wanted it.

I crave the affection, but nothing at all sexual. I crave the closeness, the intimacy of such a relationship, but again, not sex. I like my clothing on, and I like other people’s clothing on them.

All signs point to asexual, but I don’t think I’ve been willing to accept It because maybe it is just a phase, maybe one day I will want sex.

I donno. I just wanted to speak this somewhere. It’s not something I ever speak of so, here you go!