<font color="#000088">I know this may sound a bit strange, but last night I fantasized to help take my minds off the bad thoughts. I fantasized about fixing coffee and cooking breakfast for a person that I love...I included all the little details like putting icing on the rolls and grinding the coffee beans...laying out the news paper, pouring the orange juice. It helped.
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What a great idea, De! I wonder if you realize how strong you are to dream it up, let alone be able to DO this? Amazing and awesome ... yet I'm learning that you probably don't even see it? I DO! And I'm going to borrow your idea tonight!

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! <u>Your</u> strength is going to help me stay strong! I'll include you in my prayers tonight, De, and God willing, we'll <u>both</u> sleep tonight!

GoodMama

PS ... My best sleep is from around 5am to 8am. It's when our body's natural endorphins (pain killers) are at their peak. Now if your work only started at 10 ........