Yes...food is everywhere and there's a lot of it for cheap...massly produced food has definitely contributed to this nations health problems. I can't imagine having the strength to stop where I am in this point. I know of all the tools, but deep in the back of my head I think "I'd rather be happy and fat then never eating and thin"....but I'd do anything to be thin. Food does more for me emotionally then it does physically. Kicking this behavior is going to take a lot of strength and distraction...self discipline, and hope. Hopefully we can both make it through.